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Distorted Memories: Prelude

by ghosts and leviathans

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1.
Lies 04:15
time is fracturing around us everythings collapsing to the ground I scream for help but nothings coming out my mouth My hands are still but my brain is dying My minds gone to you I lie again All these bad thoughts wash over me Ive spent so long trying to break free People come but always go Please dont stay I beg you so These thoughts are contagious I fear They may latch onto you my dear I grip on close to your arM When you hold me far too tight YOur lies hold me down for the night One more beside you is all I could ask Do you find it hard to breathe? Air thick like tar its suffocating me Do you find it hard to breathe Its never you its always me Choking on the words you spit But ill come home with you i will sit You can do no wrong in my eyes So fill me up with all your lies
2.
Ache: II 04:18
Who needs lungs with a face like that You took away my breath so fast The night air makes it even harder But I'm so transfixed on you Sitting on the concrete It didnt feel real Too much to drink and too much to feel But your face made it all worth the aches This shitty photos worth will never fade Even when I woke up I couldnt shake this fear That I'd have to live without you near The moment when you first looked into my eyes I knew that I'd lost all control and I despise I hate you for the way that you've twisted my mind I can't look at your picture cos it makes me too wild But I know if I ever got the chance Id wrap my arms around you in the freezing night we'd dance Spinning in circles in my bedroom again These thoughts wont get out of my fucking head I feel my fingers shake as you kiss me in my dreams The bitterness inside cause I know it's not real You grabbed my hand in a drunken stupor I screamed inside my heart nearly stopped You'll never know and that fucking destroys me Our time is running out and you still don't know me You dont care cause you're not obliged to I saw you the other day I didn't know how to I tried to smile but you didn't look back I thought that I would have a heart attack I hate the way you could never love me I hate this curse it is killing me I hate the way you will never see How much I ache because we breathe seperately
3.
Listening to frankie cosmos On my phone on the way to your house I think it was next thing Sappho or zentropy And now im in love with everything Birth control lament tore my heart out My i love you put it back i spent hours on your bandcamp I lay in bed in silence Next thing is my fave Couch potato paved the way Ingrid greta frankie My holy trinity
4.
i was so close for so long now its falling apart ive wanted you for so long now you tear me apart the few words we spoke buzz around in my head my brain is like concrete and now my bones are like lead every night dreaming that you are mine waking up sadly only to find i thought i had these thoughts under my control but i have got no power they have a life of their own im just another rejection from the production line so i know youll never be mine we are oh so similar, yet two completely different kinds oh you make me so happy i could cry you've forgotten that i am here you shouldn't care or even bother my dear it hurts so much to know that i must live without you not because you dont want me, because you dont know how to maybe in another world, another dimension I'll meet you in divine intervention I look to the future with these hopeful eyes but it never looks as good without your crystal smile
5.
we drink too much we go too far kissing each other scream until theres blood all over the floor we go to bed arm around my waist no shame or lust blow off the dust show me yourself fall into one become undone a bond that cannot be broken sit on your lap, laugh until we cry dance in the halls fall against the walls pick me up like every time when i want to cry when we want to die dancing on your couch let my brain explode blood drips down the walls into a rabbit hole the words inside my mind I fire like a gun I cant take it back now that its been done we drink too much we go too far walking in circles sitting in the dark take off these chains show me yourself we have such fun through halls we run hugging for hours cry when its all done you let me take off this mask show you myself and i thank you everyday
6.
these thoughts we speak of on the phone one day theyll leave us alone sun will come through the darkest clouds all the beauty we lost shall be found well sit under the starlit night sky without a care no tears in our eyes well sit side by side you and me i promise you this my dear when the summer of our lives return once more ill come for you ill knock on your door running free through the summer grass so tall they wont hear us laugh they dont deserve what we have they took it all away from us taking back whats rightfully ours what weve spent so long dying for i long for the days where we are free again the end of all our aches and pains the start of something worth my breath the start of life absence of death well find two boys nice as can be theyll fall in love with you and me theyll bring the light back to your eyes i hope that youll still be alive one day i hope you come back to me i dont mean half i mean totally the summer is coming and we can be free we can do pretty much anything i made a promise and I have to keep it Its getting harder but I wont forget Each day is passing you get far more cold But I wont leave you on your own One day well finally be free Not in the sky but for all to see These shackles around our throats Drop now we can finally breathe

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released September 24, 2016

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